it's been a while

it seems i always want what i can't have. i think this happens to a lot of people, most people even, but it doesn't make it any easier.

while in the past it has seemed that as soon as i get something i want, it no longer interests me, i think i'm getting better about this. i hope i am.

this is the abridged version of "i need to sort out my life because i have no fucking clue what's going on." except that i need to take a weekend off to travel. and i'm not even really sure if that will help, but i know i need to find out.

"chop suey" just came up on shuffle. there's a song that used to mean a lot. i still remember when and why i started listening to WHFS, and nights in the dark with headphones and the 9 at 9. this is still an awesome song.

cryptic entries don't belong here. i wish i had something better to post. i've been doing sudoku in class more often than i've been writing sonnets. one week til spring break--maybe i'll write something then. (mostly it's that any energy i put into writing really ought to be put towards sorting things out.)

the circumstances are not as dire as i wish to make them appear.